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Thursday, December 31, 2009

2010

I thought of coming up with new year resolutions... but seriously, mine are more of like new year wishes than resolutions :/

The standard 3 that always appear in my diaries.
1. I want to be pretty (superficial, I know)
2. I want to be slim (yes, again)
3. I want to be with ~ (hahaha, my past diaries)

It's so stupid.
yes, I think no.1 and 2 is still applicable now so I'll just take it as my new year resolutionswishes for 2010.

4. I want good skin!
5. I want lighter eye bags.
6. I want V-shaped face with bigger eyes and sharper nose.

Ok, I need to think of some practical ones.

7. I must learn driving in 2010 :D
8. I must sleep before 12am so that I will not die before 55.
9. I want to put braces.
10. I've got to manage my time better.
11. Learn to say no.
12. Love myself more.
13. Have more confidence. (later I become papaya~)
14. Mind my words - no vulgarities, behave more like a girl! :O
15. Be friendlier or at least, look approachable. HAHAHA.

Ok, I guess that's about it?
I don't expect much from 2010 though. Just a year that I will be spending like 4 months of it having attachment (aug/sep-feb?) then likka 1+ month baoc prep... It's ok, it will be over soon - just another 365 days.

Oh well... it just struck me that what if, just what if... the world is really ending on 2012? I have TONS of regrets. I am pretty sure I do. If I know I am dying, I would like to try bungee jump, cliff diving and tell the things I've never said to people who mean a lot to me.

I guess it's kinda because we think we've got a whole lifetime... hence we are taking things for granted?

May 2010 be a better year.
For me, it just have to be better than 2009 to be consider good :)

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